my body may have stopped bleedingFrom My Little Jellybean →
but my heart never will
Poetry by Brandylynn Snyder
These poems were written for the grief that lives in silence — for mothers who have lost, and for those still waiting. Raw, honest, and deeply healing poetry by Brandylynn Snyder, author of My Little Jellybean and My Little Lullaby.
These poems hold space for the grief of miscarriage, stillbirth, and pregnancy loss — for the love that had no time to grow, but was no less real. They are taken from My Little Jellybean, a tender poetry collection available on Amazon.
my body may have stopped bleedingFrom My Little Jellybean →
but my heart never will
i miss a faceFrom My Little Jellybean →
i've never seen
i miss a laugh
i've never heard
i miss a baby
i've never held
i see you in the pinkFrom My Little Jellybean →
in the pink hues of the sunset
it reminds me of you
and those two pink lines
i wonder how beautiful heaven will beFrom My Little Jellybean →
when i see you running towards me
Read the full collection in My Little Jellybean
View My Little Jellybean →These poems are for the infertility journey — for every cycle, every test, every wave of hope and heartbreak. For anyone navigating IVF, TTC, or the silent grief of waiting. They are taken from My Little Lullaby, available on Amazon.
every cycle, every testFrom My Little Lullaby →
is a wave crashing
against the shores of patience
and i stand here
a solitary silhouette
caught between the tide of hope
and the stillness of waiting
every month i am remindedFrom My Little Lullaby →
by a drop of red
as relentless as the tide
every drop a reminder
of the child that will never be
in another universeFrom My Little Lullaby →
i see a nursery
filled with memories
i hear laughter and lullabies
i feel your cheek against my chest
but in this universe
all that remains
are tear stained eyes
and silent lullabies
what a sight it will beFrom My Little Lullaby →
when I finally get to see
two lines waiting for me
Read the full collection in My Little Lullaby
View My Little Lullaby →Brandylynn Snyder is the author of two poetry collections that have touched the hearts of over 11,000 readers worldwide. Writing under the name BL Rose Poetry, she creates raw, honest poems for mothers navigating pregnancy loss, miscarriage, and infertility — experiences that are often suffered in silence.
Her debut collection, My Little Jellybean: A Poem Collection on Pregnancy Loss, was published in May 2024 and quickly became a beloved resource for the pregnancy loss community. Her second collection, My Little Lullaby: A Poem Collection on Infertility, continues that work — holding space for the grief of those still waiting.
Both books are available on Amazon in paperback and Kindle formats. Follow Brandylynn on TikTok and Instagram @blrosepoetry.